Blabluble

Sometimes I think there are too many things that interest me that even a million dollars and thousand years wouldn't be enough for me to achieve half of my so called goals. And here I am, just sitting here...studying.

But even when I try, every little fucking failure can put me down and I instantly think I'm not good enough and never will be. I don't mean to complain, I don't want people to tell me the opposite or cheer me up either. I just have to get a grip of it again on my own. Because yes, as my friend reminded me yesterday, I and only I am capable of solving my problems. And at this time when I think how many problems I actually face, my depression about not having time, funds and skills for my wannabe hobbies seems rather stupid..